It has been a while since I last posted. Little G celebrated her 5 th birthday on Dec 23 rd. She is her own amazing person now. There is almost nothing of the baby she once was left in her. I am trying to soak in every minute with her because everything seems to be moving so fast.
My heart still aches knowing there won't be anymore children for us, but a little less now than before. I am trying to focus on what our future holds. Where will we be a year or ten from now?
I have started an online certificate in Human Resources; I think that may be my next big move. We are going to Jamaica in February. There are things to look forward to.
I will be 45 in April. How the heck did that happen! I am experiencing the effects of getting older. Pains where there were none before. I am the heaviest I have ever been which disgusts and infuriates me. But, I have not been in a good place this last year, so I am tryong to be kind to myself.
I am not sure what awaits me in 2016, but I am open to the possibilities.